If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me
i thought i was gonna be dead before i turn 18 and now im 24 and have no idea what im doing with my life
I hate when people say suicide is the easy way out, they have no idea the pain you must be in to want to end your own life
They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone
magg0t1nfested-deactivated20241:
“where do you see yourself in 10 years?”
dead.
“I don’t know how to do this anymore. I don’t know how to get better. My head is a dark place and it only gets worse, day by day. and I have no idea how to stop the darkness from coming in. I have no idea how to save myself anymore.”—
By 11 shit was already fucked up
So I would be still 5 I guess
I don’t want to do this anymore I don’t have the strength or courage I just want to give in
I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.
My life was supposed to end at 16
Idk what im doing now
You ever just fall asleep and not wanna wake up.
i really wonder why is it that i can’t let go of someone who already let go of me…
- nick <3



